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[27 Aug 2005|12:31am] |
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I'm leaving for Olivet in like, 6 hours.... Not quite sure what to think about that, but bye everyone! :) I'll be back in a couple weeks, don't worry... unless i run away and get married... then you can worry a little ;) later!
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[22 Aug 2005|12:03pm] |
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[17 Jul 2005|12:25am] |
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"Hands Down" ~Dashboard Confessional |
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Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
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[06 Jul 2005|03:20pm] |
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"Best of You" ~Foo Fighters |
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I never put this one on... If you have a minute, fill it out and make me feel special please :)
01. Who are you, what's our relationship?
02. How and where did we meet?
04. How long have you known me?
05. Tell me one good thing about myself.
06. When you first saw me what was your impression?
09. My favorite band at the moment?
10. Have you ever had a crush on me?
12. What's one of my favorite things to do?
13. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
14. Describe me in 3 words.
15. Name 5 things I love.
16. Do you think I'm good looking?
17. Would you ever date me?
18. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did?
19: What do you like most about me?
20: If we could spend a day together what would we do?
21: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?
22. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?
23. Do you think we'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What reminds you of me?
26. If you could give me anything what would it be?
27. When's the last time you saw me?
28. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
29. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
30. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
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[06 Jul 2005|02:53pm] |
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*:About Yourself and Your Family:*
1. What's your full name? Dawn Michelle Sickles
2. How old are you? 17
3. When is your birthday? November 1st, 1987
4. Do you have brothers or sisters? yes
5. If so what are their names? Scott
6. What is your dad's full name? Garry Michael Sickles
7. What is your mom's full name? Diane Lynn Sickles
8. What parent do you get along with better? ummm... they both have their days...
9. How many grandparents do you have? 2
10. If any, who are your favorite? i can't pick
*:When was the last time you..?:*
11. Showered? umm... 1:30 am
12. Brushed your teeth? after lunch
13. Drove something? an hour ago
14. Were drunk? never
15. Had a party? movie night last Thursday
16. Went shopping? real shopping; Milwaukee on Sunday
17. Madeout? shit... beginning of March :(
18. Hung out with friends? today
19. Talked on the phone? last night
20. Went swimming? waterpark in Milwaukee Sunday
*:Who was the last person you..?:*
21. Talked to on the phone? Liz
22. Got a text message from? Stacy?
23. Kissed? Garret
24. Hung out with? Liz
25. Dated? depends what you consider a date... weird story, lol
26. Had sex with? nobody
27. Liked? I know and he knows... Don't want everyone else to know quite yet
28. Talked to on the internet? either Bryce or Kathleen
*:Have you ever..?:*
29. Been in love? nope
30. Been dumped? yep
31. Been rejected? that would pretty much be my love life up until a couple days ago
32. Had sex? nope
33. Dumped anyone? nope... provoked it though
34. Had your heart broken? at the time i thought so
35. Drank? no
36. Smoked anything? nope
37. Stolen anything? not that i can remember
38. Had regrets? who doesn't?
39. Skipped school? nope, scared of getting in trouble
40. Hated someone? i'm barely capable of being mad at someone, much less hate anyone... so nope
*:How many..?:*
41. Times have you been in love? 0
42. People have you kissed? 1
43. People have you had sex with? 0
44. Times has your heart been broken? not really sure... maybe once or twice?
45. Cell phones have you had? 1
46. Cd's do you have? not sure
.:Now it's time for the random shit:.
47. Do you have pets? yep
48. If so, what are their names and what are they? two kittens; Billy and Louie
49. Do you love anyone? yes
50. Do you hate these things? nope, i think they're kinda fun
51. Do you have a crush on anyone? YES!
52. Have you ever wrecked anything? don't think so
*:What is your favorite...?:*
53. Band? ummmm... Bowling for Soup, Smashing Pumpkins, or Maroon 5... or Crossfade.. i can't decide :)
54. Song? Wow... I really hate decisions... and I like a zillion songs...
55. Color? pink and blue and black and purple... told you i'm bad with decisions
56. Kind of pop? Sierra Mist
57. Kind of alcohol? wouldn't know
58. Number? lol, never thought about it
59. Store? I'm not picky, I just love to shop
60. Pet? Dog or ferret.. want one of those :)
*:Currently:*
61. What are you wearing? black tank top and waaayyy too short black, pink, and white skirt :)
62. What are you doing? watching Session 9 and thinking about boys
63. What time is it? 3:12pm
64. Are you ready to quit this thing? doesn't matter
65. Where are you? my family room
66. Are you happy? just got home from a funeral a little while ago, so I'm not exactly happy, but I'm definately not unhappy :) I wish I could see a certain someone right now...
67. When was the last time you cried? its been a while, but i almost did this morning
68. Do you miss anyone? Yes i do
69. Are you waiting on any calls? not really, but if anyone wants to call me, that'd be cool :)
70. Are you glad this is over? ehhh... i have to find something else to do now
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[04 Jul 2005|10:49pm] |
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I'm in a good mood, so how about a random quiz...
Take the quiz: "Whats your "true theme song" ~PICTURES~"
Pretty girl By Sugarcult
If you get told all the time your beautiful but you don't believe it. You can never find that one special person that you've been looking for...but your a pretty girl right? It doesn't make sense to you...if your beautiful but you always seems like theres no guys who like you...to you love is an excuse to get hurt...and don't worry you're just like me.
Lets see... super boring 4th of July... Like, the first time I actually spent it with my family... I'm so used to hanging out with my friends and going to carnivals and driving around and lighting illegal firecrackers and trying to get away from the police and stuff... I didn't do anything today, and it was very boring...
My best friend is coming down to visit me next week!!! I am sooooo excited!!!! Yay!!!
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[01 Jul 2005|12:41am] |
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Tonight was so much fun :) My mom's asking a zillion questions right now... I don't think you can really blame her though. My movie nights always end around 1 am and involve me and 3 guys... Suppose that might look a bit suspicious, lol. Oh well... I had lots and lots of fun ;)
I think I'm leaving in like 5 or 6 hours, so I need to go take a shower and get some sleep... later
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[20 Jun 2005|11:38am] |
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| What do you need in life? You Need Love You need love. You've been hurt quite alot in the past..and you don't know how to deal with it anymore. Every single person you fall for turns out to be a jerk. You don't know who to trust anymore. You wonder everyday if that one person is out there for you, and if you'll ever meet them. Don't worry, you will someday. :) 
| Click Here to Take This Quiz
Brought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. |
lovely. Hmmm... quick update of my life. My grandpa is dying, so I'm going to be going to Milwaukee pretty soon, most likely. Two days ago the doctor said he had 3-6 months to live. Yesterday it got changed to 3-5 days, if that. So yeah, I'll probably be gone for a couple days, unless there's a miracle or whatnot. Lets see, what else? Fighting with my parents a lot lately, and I've been being a total bitch to some people who are very important to me... have to apologize about that next time i can. I'm super stressed about college, my grandpa, and now him. mainly him though. I'm gonna go though
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[17 Jun 2005|02:21pm] |
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"Take Me" ~Papa Roach |
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damn quizzes... :( i'm trying though, really... and i'm a little better now....
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[17 Jun 2005|01:06am] |
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"Don't Phunk With My Heart" ~Black Eyed Peas |
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omg, thats so me :)
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[13 Jun 2005|01:25pm] |
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"Be Yourself" ~Audioslave |
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Bold The Ones You Have Done Before
smoked a cigarette
smoked a cigar
made out with a girl
made out with a boy
crashed a friend's car
stolen a car
been in love
been dumped
shoplifted
been fired
been in a fist fight-
snuck out of my parent's house
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
been arrested
made out with a stranger
gone on a blind date
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
been to Europe
skipped school
slept with a co-worker
seen someone die
had a crush on one of your LJ friends
been to Canada
been to Mexico
been on a plane
thrown up in a bar
purposely set a part of myself on fire
eaten Sushi
been snowboarding
met someone in person from LJ
been moshing at a concert
been in an abusive relationship- i was told by a lot of people that i was, emotionally
taken painkillers
love someone or miss someone right now
laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
made a snow angel
had a tea party
flown a kite
built a sand castle
gone puddle jumping
played dress up
jumped into a pile of leaves
gone sledding
cheated while playing a game
been lonely
fallen asleep at work/school
used a fake id
watched the sunset
felt an earthquake
touched a snake
slept beneath the stars
been tickled
been robbed
been misunderstood
petted a reindeer/goat
won a contest
run a red light- it was just about to turn green!
been suspended from school
been in a car accident- i've gotten backed into twice, neither one was my fault
had braces
felt like an outcast- more than i care to admit
eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
had deja vu
danced in the moonlight
hated the way you look- basically every day of my life
witnessed a crime
pole danced - joking around and being silly... :)
questioned your heart
been obsessed with post-it notes
squished barefoot through the mud
been lost
been to the opposite side of the country
swam in the ocean
felt like dying
cried yourself to sleep
played cops and robbers
recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
sung karaoke
paid for a meal with only coins
done something you told yourself you wouldn't
made prank phone calls- had other people do it for me... does that count?
laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
caught a snowflake on your tongue
danced in the rain
written a letter to Santa Claus
been kissed under a mistletoe
watched the sun rise with someone you care about
blown bubbles
made a bonfire on the beach
crashed a party
gone rollerskating
had a wish come true
humped a monkey
worn pearls
jumped off a bridge
screamed penis in class
ate dog/cat food
told a complete stranger you loved them
kissed a mirror
sang in the shower
have a little black dress
had a dream that you married someone
glued your hand to something
got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
kissed a fish
worn the opposite sexes clothes
been a cheerleader
sat on a roof top
screamed at the top of your lungs
done a one-handed cartwheel
talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
stayed up all night
didn’t take a shower for a week
pick and ate an apple right off the tree
climbed a tree
had a tree house
are scared to watch scary movies
believe in ghosts
have more then 30 pairs of shoes
worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
gone streaking
played ding-dong-ditch
played chicken
been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
been told you're hot by a complete stranger
broken a bone
been easily amused
caught a fish then ate it
made porn
caught a butterfly
laughed so hard you cried
cried so hard you laughed
mooned/flashed someone
had someone moon/flash you
cheated on a test
have a Britney Spears CD
forgotten someone’s name
slept naked
French braided someone’s hair
gone skinny dippin in a pool
been threatened to be kicked out of your house
been kicked out your house
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[02 Jun 2005|11:09pm] |
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"You Shook Me (All Night Long)" ~ACDC |
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Soo... I'm bored and tired now, and going to be really sore tomorrow, cause I spent at least 3 hours exercizing today. Why? Because I got fat. And not that, oh, I ate too much for dinner feeling... Like, wow... first time in my life i've had an ass... or a stomach... and i jiggle when i walk... and i look really gross... so I'm going to start excercizing again and not eating all the time... doesn't work anymore :( And I have to look wonderful for college, because, well.. yeah... I'm sick of being alone :( but maybe i won't be for too much longer? hehe... we'll have to wait and see on that one I think....
You Are Not Scary |
Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet? |
Hmmm... i wonder what would happen if i got really bitchy and mean all of the sudden? only one way to find out... i hate being super cheerful and fake happy all the time... If someone does something that makes me mad, I want to be care aable to tell them off and not worry about what they'll think... Seriously.. there are people who I absolutely cannot stand and wish would disappear, but they have no idea I'm mad or don't like them, because I'm always pretending i don't care about stuff. well i do. i would give anything to be able to be honest with someone about how i felt... i've never been able to do it to their face.. but when i can someday... watch out ;)
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[23 May 2005|09:57pm] |
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"Incomplete" ~Backstreet Boys |
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Your Deadly Sins
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Envy: 40%
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Greed: 40%
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Wrath: 20%
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Gluttony: 0%
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Lust: 0%
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Pride: 0%
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Sloth: 0%
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Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
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You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic. |
You Have Fantastic Karma |
You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person.
And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already.
But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway.
You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! |
You Are Depressed |
No doubt about it, you're feeling very down.
Maybe you've had a bad day, or maybe you need help.
Either way, make sure to take good care of yourself right now. |
You May Be a Bit Dependent ... |
You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned.
You need a lot of support in your life, at all times.
It's difficult for you to survive on your own...
And you don't reallly think you ever could. |
Your Love Style is Agape |
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
You Are Incredibly Logical |
(You got 100% of the questions right)
Move over Spock - you're the new master of logic
You think rationally, clearly, and quickly.
A seasoned problem solver, your mind is like a computer! |
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[04 Apr 2005|06:15pm] |
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 | You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Suicide | | 93% | Natural Causes | | 80% | Posion | | 80% | Gunshot | | 67% | Bomb | | 67% | Eaten | | 33% | Suffocated | | 27% | Drowning | | 20% | Cut Throat | | 13% | Disappear | | 13% | Accident | | 13% | Stabbed | | 13% | Disease | | 7% | </td>
How Will You Die??
created with QuizFarm.com |
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[16 Feb 2005|11:03pm] |
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from suicide?:
» I said I liked you?:
» I kissed you?:
» I lived next door to you?:
» I stole something?:
» I killed someone you loved?:
» I was hospitalized?:
» I ran away from home?:
» I got into a fight?:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
» My personality?:
» My mannerisms?:
» Me?:
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Have sex with me?:
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Loan me some money?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch with me after high school?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:
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[08 Feb 2005|11:47pm] |
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I just spent like 6 or 7 hours in front of my computer writing my Beloved essay, so this is going to be very short. Its finished!! Yay for me! I should have finished it earlier, since I've known about it for like 3 months, but I guess I'm just a procrastinator... This paper didn't even compare to the 27 (at least) hour paper I did in two days for Ethics in November. That one sucked. A lot... Grrr... lol... Well, I'm going to finish my Reduced Fat (110 calories) Chocolate Ice Cream Bar and go to bed now. Night!
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